Yritan paivittaa tana vuonna ainakin kerran kuukaudessa, tieda hanta lukeeko naita monikaan mutta on ainakin jonkinlainen "loki" mita selailla vuoden lopulla. Tana vuonna on NE synttarit ja olen ajatellut etta pitaisko sita tehda jotakin vai ei. Tavallaan olis kiva juhlistaa 50-vuotispaivia, toisaalta ne saattais olla ihan kiva unohtaakin. Hmmm.... mietintamyssy on kaytossa!
Minulla on roppakaupalla suunnitelmia taman vuoden varalle - nyt olen jo kayttanyt kuukauden enka tieda riittaako aika kaiken tekemiseen. Edessa on ainakin:
- tyon uudelleenarviointi, mika tarkoittaa sita etta JOTAIN on tapahduttava tana vuonna, uusi tyo, uudet tehtavat vanhassa tyopaikassa, jotakin......
- taloudellinen tilanne PITAA parantua, 8 vuotta kuralla on ihan tarpeeksi kenelle vaan
- kuntoa TULEE kohottaa, viela ei voi jaada kiikkustuoliin ihmettelemaan
Jos oikein reippaaksi ryhdyn niin saatan jopa alkaa viikottain suunnittelemaan ja kirjaamaan aktiviteetteja tassa omassa blogissani.
Kaikki on viela mahdollista, vuosi on vasta alussa!
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I am aiming to update my blog at least once a month this year - whether anyone reads the postings I do not know - at least I will have a "log" of what's been happening to me when this year ends. This is the year for THAT birthday and I have been pondering whether or not I should do something. On the other hand it would be nice to celebrate the big five-o but then also it might be a good thing to forget all about it. Erm.... thinking cap is in use!
I have a bucketful of plans for this year - now already a month has passed, might not have enough time to do everything. The main plans/tasks/aims for this year are at least:
- rethinking of work, which means that SOMETHING has to change, either I get a new job in a new workplace OR new job role in the old workplace, but seriously just something has to change.....
- financial situation HAS TO improve finally, 8 years in red and poverty is enough for anyone
- fitness HAS TO be improved, it is not yet time to stay put and start knitting
If I get really brave, I might start updating my blog weekly by jotting down my activities and plans.
It is all possible, the year is still fresh and crisp and new!!
Paassa pyorii, ei tieda, haluaisi tietaa. Mihin suuntaan tulisi kulkea, paikalleen jaaminen kun ei ole varteenotettava vaihtoehto. Valintoja ja paatoksia tulisi tehda mutta kaikenlaiset rajoitukset (rahalliset ja ei-rahalliset) sekoittavat. Voihan vitsi.
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Head spinning, don't know, would like to know. Where to turn, which road to take. Staying put is not an option. Choices and decisions to be made but all sorts of obstacles and restrictions in the way (financial and non-financial). Oh dear.
Tammikuu on puolivalissa ja taman vuoden tapahtumat alkavat toivottavasti hahmottua pikaisesti. Minulla on ollut jo muutaman viikon erittain vahva tunne jostain isosta muutoksesta elamassani, en ole lainkaan varma mita se tuo tullessaan mutta ainakin ammatinvaihdoksesta haaveilen. Haaveilen siksi, etta tarvitsisin tutkinnon haluamaani ammattiin, sita varten tulisi opiskella taysipaivaisesti kolme vuotta ja samalla silti pitaisi kouluttaa, vaatettaa ja ruokkia nuorisoa. Yksinhuoltaja-aidin iloja!! Mutta - mikaan ei ole taysin mahdotonta ja olenkin alkanut jo pari vuotta sitten tehda vapaaehtoistyota lahempana haluamaani alaa etta jos onnistun sen tutkinnon hankkimaan niin kokemusta ei sitten tarvitse alkaa alusta pitaen hakemaan. No, kattoos nyt mita tasta tulee!!!
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It is mid January already and I am hoping that the happenings of the coming year (this year in fact) will start to show themselves soon. For a few weeks now I have had a strong feeling of a big change that is about to unearth, no idea what it is all about but I do dream of a career change myself. "Dream of" mainly because to enter my chosen career I need a degree and that would take 3 years full time studying to achive. That is not a problem - but to try to do that and simultaneously bring up and support children with their education and pop food in their little beaks as well as making sure they do not run barefeet out there - that needs a little bit of creative planning from a single mum. Hence I have started volunteering in the areas closer to my chosen career so that if and when I get my degree, I will have some experience as well. Well, we'll see what comes out of this all!
