Jannittynytta odotusta ilmassa - feeling of suspense

Tammikuu on puolivalissa ja taman vuoden tapahtumat alkavat toivottavasti hahmottua pikaisesti. Minulla on ollut jo muutaman viikon erittain vahva tunne jostain isosta muutoksesta elamassani, en ole lainkaan varma mita se tuo tullessaan mutta ainakin ammatinvaihdoksesta haaveilen. Haaveilen siksi, etta tarvitsisin tutkinnon haluamaani ammattiin, sita varten tulisi opiskella taysipaivaisesti kolme vuotta ja samalla silti pitaisi kouluttaa, vaatettaa ja ruokkia nuorisoa. Yksinhuoltaja-aidin iloja!! Mutta - mikaan ei ole taysin mahdotonta ja olenkin alkanut jo pari vuotta sitten tehda vapaaehtoistyota lahempana haluamaani alaa etta jos onnistun sen tutkinnon hankkimaan niin kokemusta ei sitten tarvitse alkaa alusta pitaen hakemaan.  No, kattoos nyt mita tasta tulee!!!

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It is mid January already and I am hoping that the happenings of the coming year (this year in fact) will start to show themselves soon. For a few weeks now I have had a strong feeling of a big change that is about to unearth, no idea what it is all about but I do dream of a career change myself. "Dream of" mainly because to enter my chosen career I need a degree and that would take 3 years full time studying to achive. That is not a problem - but to try to do that and simultaneously bring up and support children with their education and pop food in their little beaks as well as making sure they do not run barefeet out there - that needs a little bit of creative planning from a single mum. Hence I have started volunteering in the areas closer to my chosen career so that if and when I get my degree, I will have some experience as well. Well, we'll see what comes out of this all!